A Dream I Had

I don't dream often, but when I do the dream is more or less a movie. NO, not an actual movie that you can go to a theater and see. When I dream it feels like I am in a movie, not watching, but actually in one. I usually am myself in my dreams, but sometimes I play the role of someone completely different.

Last night's, really this morning's, dream was cool-ish, so I have decided to write about it before I forget it.

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I was sitting at one of the tables that overlooked the dancing, quietly sipping my tea, watching as the usually reserved get mad from alcohol. In the middle of the crowd was Pantora, not to be confused with the website,

First Summer Post

comic from -> http://xkcd.com (check it out, nerd/geek humor)

I have come up with a few ideas for posts, and I,inshallah, will write a post for each idea.

Blog ideas:

Stuff no one knows about me

Camps

Loners and people who get left out

DAS (my rant about our school)

Analyzing myself and my personality

.......

since i feel lazy right no, i won't type an actual post

so yup this is all u get

My Inspirations

I, as most of the world knows, am an avid reader. I love reading anything, especially stories, and on top of that fantasy stories.

This is pretty much a bunch of links to my favorite ONLINE stories and writers,

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* http://deviantkupo.deviantart.com/

He has some of the most hilarious stories ever, they are pure genius

my favs of his are: Classified and Baking Through Suicide

I have not finished reading all his writings but I am working in it




“There’s nothing wrong with me,” I reply calmly, “I’m not the suicidal one in this conversation.”
She’s quiet for a moment. “Touché,” she concedes. ~~ from Baking Through suicide

I was in awe. Before my eyes, the true power of nerds had been revealed. In the space of one lesson, they had pulled off the most amazing stunt. A coup d’crayon. They had turned a useless amount of yellow pencils into hugely valuable black pencils! Come next lesson involving colouring, they’d be kings of the classroom. ~~ from Classified

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*http://ladyjaida.deviantart.com/

The only story of hers I truly liked was Master of Ravens, it made me cry;

not because it was sad but because it was so beautiful

the story is really weird and hard to get but I loved it

I could break the raven’s neck with my own hands but the death would be too bloodless, too clean. I draw my knife instead, whisper my apologies, and cut open its stomach. It’s a quick killing, a kind one, but the bird’s organs spill out over my hands and onto the floor. The smell is sharp and sickly.

I mark my little brother’s face with my bloody hands.

‘That’s yours,’ I tell him. ‘That’s what you would have me do.’

At least he does not look away. ~~ from Master of Ravens

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*http://amertie.deviantart.com/art/rainbow-crayons-111469062

This is a link for a poem I recently read and loved,

I love verse iv

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*http://estallidos.deviantart.com/art/compulsive-liar-102079353

Another poem that is just so amazing

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*http://myth.smackjeeves.com/

OK i admit that this is not exactly a story or such, but the drawings are so pretty ( cry your eyes out pretty ) and they story line is cute



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I have more but I'm not gonna tell you about the rest of the writer because they are FF writer, and most likely you don't know what FF stands for,

lets keep it that way (a)

THANX

i have mooved

i have moved to word press

pwnedthatbkog.wordpress.com

Pick A Song

Choose any song then write what ever come to your mind...

my song:



what i wrote:

Come dance with me
Your two left feet fit perfectly with mine
My two right feet

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My school is based on book smarts, only book smarts
At least that's how I feel,

I know people who get better grades then me but I know that I am smarter then them, not that I am a narcissist, I am saying this from everyday interactions in and outside the class

I understand stuff extremely fast, I also can’t remember anything important to save my life, I can remember a song or a joke or a rhyme but when It comes to school subjects:
In one ear and out the other

Girls who get near perfect grades or even perfect grades are sometimes the biggest idiots I have ever met,
They cant understand the simplest of problems, they always get confused, they can’t solve problems, but they can memorize, so they get better grades then me

When a teacher explains something hey always build up, starting slowly, then boom they give you the information,
I get it from the first few words…

When I was in ninth grade I understood myself a whole chapter by looking at one question, that was before the teacher opened her mouth,
That was before the question got answered

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Is it ok to cry
For no reason
When your heart screams

Is it ok to scream
Just yell and yell
Let everything

Is it ok?

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Dance like there is no yesterday or tomorrow
Sing like no one can hear and the only the earth can
Scream like the all the world is deaf and the heavens are listening
Cry like there is no hope and then like there is hope because there is
This day is yours
Forget the world
Please
Please
Think only of yourself
Live only for yourself
For one day

Dance,
Sing,
Scream,
Cry,
Dream
God dam it
Dream

The omegle chat the PWNS all other omegle chats XD

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: Hi sweets
Stranger: Hey pumpkin!
You: long time no see! did you get a sex change?? what r u now m or f?
Stranger: well.. i thought after you were forcefully castrated because of sex change.. it wasn't wise to go for any such procedure
You: ahhh,
You: thankfuly i dont need one
You: as you can tell
You: i am still f
Stranger: oh.. another sex change..
You: how old r u now, r those wrinkles i see?
Stranger: well after the castratation i guess u needed one..
You: poor sweety
Stranger: well thats the skin u shed during the time you were banished..
Stranger: i guess u're suffering from amenisia..
You: OMG!! how did u no??
You: i kept it a secret
Stranger: becoz it was beamed live sugar..
You: :'(
Stranger: everyon knows..
You: but thanks for telling me
You: noww i can kill the people in charge of the TV station
Stranger: well..u prob. don't remember but it was your wish in the first place.
You: what r u talking about??
You: OMG dont tell me thats what they told u??!!!
Stranger: amnesia is totally killing you .. sweetums
You: will you help me remember my past hunny bum
Stranger: probably due to hormonal changes
Stranger: no point doing that..
You: why not
You: ?
Stranger: you won't recollect it the next morning
Stranger: you have amnesia.
Stranger: good lord..
You: oooh ya i forgot
You: thank you for reminding me
Stranger: you can't remember this even..
You: yes i will, i will always remember u!
You: i will dream of you
You: like that person from 50 first dates
Stranger: well.. you just said long time no see..
You: because i remember you
Stranger: their was a video tape for you too.
You: really!!! i wanna watch it
You: i hope they got my good side
Stranger: you cant.. babydoll..
You: why not love?
Stranger: because your eyes are closed..
You: really??
You: so am i like blind?
Stranger: no..no candy heart.. you are asleep..
Stranger: this is a dream..
You: this is a dream! ur a dream?!
Stranger: well you said you dream about me .. remember..
You: but i want you to be real.... i miss you... so very very much
Stranger: i am always with you..soulmate..
Stranger: you just don't remember it..
You: i do i do remember you
You: you make me remember
Stranger: that is exactly what I am doing.. honey.
You: my heart it is overflowing with memories, memories of my love for u
Stranger: I am your alter ego. paramour.
You: no you cant be, that means i like myself! weird
Stranger: well.. weird it maybe but thats true..
Stranger: you have made this up in your mind.
Stranger: there is no coming back..
You: no i haven't, my love is to great to be fake
Stranger: all you can do is keep on dreaming..
Stranger: it is not fake..
Stranger: your love is eternal..
Stranger: its immortal..
You: i will keep on dreaming and i will keep on loving
Stranger: its always with you..
Stranger: its always in you..
Stranger: it is you..
Stranger: dream or not..
You: no, its you
You: you are my emotion of love
Stranger: you will always have your truelove
You: you have taught me how to love again
Stranger: I am just a figment of your imagination..
You: (random note: do u have facebook??)
Stranger: I will teach you to live again..
You: no u r not
You: u r as real as me
Stranger: //that depends on you.. do you have a facebook acc..
You: yup :P
Stranger: I am as real as your dreams..
Stranger: //then your alter ego too has a facebook acc.
You: and my dreams will become reality
You: what is my alter ego's account
You: ??
Stranger: then you will learn to live again..
Stranger: whats your account??
You: with you by my side
You: shadia al-shafei
You: urs?
Stranger: //well good then..
Stranger: //you should know your love's facebook acc.. after all its your alter ego..
You: what is it?
You: what is urs?
Stranger: //why do you want to know?
You: you should know your love's facebook acc
You: .......
Stranger: ..hmm.. well played.. but the point is you neednot ask it .. it should be always known to you..
Stranger: you break my heart..
You: i have aminisia
You: you must help me remember
Stranger: lol..
Stranger: well you already know it..
You: i do??
Stranger: yeah..
Stranger: ask yourself..
You: ummmmmmmmm... bob??
Stranger: bob was your mentor silly...
You: well then, is it: joe the plumber??
Stranger: do you wanna him to be??
You: no
Stranger: then its no..
You: he's old
You: give me a clue ooh love of mine!!
Stranger:
Abeer Al-Mousa
Stranger: does that ring a bell?
You: LIAR!!!!!
You: loooooooooool
You: goolee walla!!!!
Stranger: i am you..
Stranger: if you lie .. i lie..
You: and sweets abeer does not no english that well
Stranger: its a hint ..
You: it would have been better if you said Raghad
You: or jessica
Stranger: what does goolee mean though.. sweetums?
You: if you were abeer you would no love
Stranger: i told you it was a hint..
Stranger: how you interpret is your choice
Stranger: okay..
Stranger: i will tell you..
You: .....
Stranger: if you tell me the meaning of goolee..
You: it means tell me
Stranger: alright..
You: sooo
Stranger: so is it a slang or.. the actual word..
You: its arabic
Stranger: I am form Dhahran Ahliyya .
Stranger: *from
Stranger: okay
Stranger: happy sweetheart
Stranger: batch of 2011
You: hmmmm
You: let me see
Stranger: I am Alex.
You: ....????
You: i don;t no any one in my year called alex
You: sooo
You: let me give u a simple quiz
Stranger: how many times do i have to tell you..you hav amnesia...!!!!!
You: how many boys do i have in my school??
Stranger: how do you want?
You: ???
Stranger: how many boys do you want in your class?
You: guess the number of boys in my grade (just to make easier
You: :)
Stranger: 0.
Stranger: but your heart wants more
You: is this Danya???
You: or is it Sarah???
Stranger: do you want this to be Danya.
Stranger: or Sarah.
Stranger: wow.. you are attracted to girls..
Stranger: no wonder.. the sex change operations..
Stranger: alright i guess i have bugged you enough..
You: yes you have..
Stranger: but to be fair you started it..
You: im sorry alter ego
You: but please tell me who you r??
Stranger: i understand sweety pie!
Stranger: umm.. well ..
You: ..........
You: -_-
Stranger: do you want to be friends?
You: ok :D
You: but really who r u??
Stranger: do you have your facebook open?
You: yup :)
Stranger: n how many boys are their in a girls school?
You: hurry cause for real i have 2 go
Stranger: okay..
You: one the security
Stranger: I am not anyone you already know.
Stranger: My name is Apurv Sinha.
You: hi :)
You: add me on fb cause i really need to go
Stranger: alright.. love :) good bye!
You: or i am going to killed by my friend's little sis :P
You: who is taller then me
Stranger: don't worry.. your love will protect you..
You: okk g2g
You: BYE!!!!!
You: ♥
Stranger: bbye!!
You have disconnected.

I'm The Stumbling Queen or not...

Stuff I found while stumbling :-

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www.onesentence.org/ -> check this site out, it's for all the people who have FML blocked by Aramco :)



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www.languageisavirus.com -> is <3



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6- I love Calvin and Hobbes <3

My Speech

I had to do a speech to try out for MUN, it's about changing unsustainable production and consumption from the point of view of India,
Enjoy..
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As the motto of The UN Department of Economic and Social Affair’s Division for Sustainable Development is
“Development that meets the needs of the present without compromising the ability for future generations to meet their own needs”
So is India’s when it comes to the topic of sustainable development.

Unsustainable production and consumption is one of the leading causes for many of today’s problems such as:
Deforestation,
Polluting fresh water sources,
The destruction of fragile eco systems
The un-safe management of radioactive waste
And the list goes on

That is why India encourages all countries to follow her lead
For we have two national coordination bodies that are “The National Development Council” and “The Planning Commission”
Both of which are headed by our beloved prime minister
That works towards sustainable development

We have also laid down a great number of plans for achieving sustainable development such as our “National Water Policy” and our “Health Policy”

But India knows that our words can only do so much
For it is up to you to be a change in your country.


THANK YOU

Where the wild things are

This is one of my favorite books of all time

i hope the movie will do it justice

(i cant embed it so watch it on youtube)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NOkQ4dYVaM&feature=channel


what do you think???

two for one day!

I decided to also post another musing i wrote while on the bus....
its longer then the other musings i wrote,
and a bit more personal (towards the end)

enjoy......

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Think positively
You will be happier
The world will have a shine
All your dreams will come true

Ooh ya, you will also face hearts breaks every second

Things don't always go your way
The world is not a nice place
Its built on broken dreams

Only when you admit that
Can you start living

Hiding behind rose tinted glasses
Will only bring sadness

Be realistic
Your dreams wont always come true
Things wont always go your way

Believing that it will make your heart break

And broken hearts hurt like...

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When I try to be positive, when I think everything will be great, when I think a day is perfect
I end up crying
Back home
All alone

My greatest moments happen when I think negatively
Or more realistically
Because life proves me wrong
And that feeling is better then anything in the world

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When you think positively,
When bad stuff happens,
When you fail,
Life really sucks
You feel like crap
When good stuff happens,
You don't really get excited
You already knew that god thing was gonna happen,
Or at the least you were expecting it
When you think realistically,
When bad stuff happens,
You were expecting it,
You don't feel as sad,
So ya,
And when the world proves you wrong,
And all goes right,
It feels amazing
It feels right…

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Proof:

*I thought I was gonna do soo bad at BERMUN,
I called my friend, nearly crying

And I became a main submitter

*I thought I was not going to get into MUN
cause I rushed and stuttered through my speech

but I got in

*I thought that I was going to die one night

I woke up alive :P

*I thought that my friends gave a shit about my Birthday

I was wrong
(this does not include 11th grade or maism or doodi or lulu)
(and getting me stuff the second day does not make me forgive you,
cause i care zilch about presents and you should no that,
i just wanted my so called friends to care,
and maybe realize i was mad at them,
but yaa that did not go as planned)

*I thought I bought Sims 2

I got a fake

*I thought that my parent were gonna get me a thing I really wanted

They did not

Soo ya

Thank you :)